tears D';

tatawu nk mle cne . tpy , sedeyh sangad . ):
*trying to chill*
oke ,
dugaan lagi . .
"fara
h , sabar . awk mmpu . dgaan Tuhan "



oke , firstly . . to my bestiestt nur aiman ins
yirah sye mntax maaf kt awk .
awk yg terbaekk .
tpy , sye twu
, awk mrahkn saye . kan ? kan ? kan ?
awk , awk tatawu n
pe ibu sygkn sye .
sbb smue neh rasie antre ibu , sye n ayh .
b4 that sye mntax maaf once again sbb amek ibu n ayah awk
dme sgad baek my dear . *sebak*

*come on farah*

awk , act ape yg sume terjady
pde mse ari kjadian awk pegy
lbuk smilang
ialah keje sye . sye yg bgtawu ibu n ayh .
oke , sye mmg jhatt . kan ?
sye tk support awk .
tpy awk , sye pkir ttg awk . sye ta pcye *jantan* tu wk .
awk tk bgtwu sye pon awk kluar dgn *jantan* tu .

then ibu call sye . ibu tnye sye . ibu korek mcm2 .
at last , ats dsar rse tnggun
gjwb ats awk , sye tpakse crite kt ibu .
ibu bwk sye naek kerete pegy pekan rbu .
sye sembg ngan ibu .
ibu luah smue . ibu sd
eyh . ibu da tatawu nk bwat ape .
sye dpt rse ksedihan ibu .
*air m
ate gugur*





strtg that , ibu da mle sygkn sye .
sye twu b4 this ibu mcm tk ske sye . sbb sye mcm sosial .
tpy ibu da knal sye lpas 2 .
sye pon syg ibu . ibu syg sye .
sye tnak khilgn ibu . tanak .
sye twu , sye da ade one perfect fmily .
tpy , ibu yg terbaek . dye ibu , dye kwn sejati .

tpy , dlm mse yg sme . sye twu awk .
awk iri haty dgn sye . sbb ibu n ayh sygkn sye .
ble ckp psal ibu , awk bad mood . mke awk sdeyh .
sye paham .
sbb 2 sye nk pegy jwoh .
sye nk bg blek ibu n ayh awk . n awk pon da brubah .
awk , klaw awk nk twu , dsebabkn sye bkak rasie awk,
awk da brubah . alhamdulillah .
awk da tk pentgkn *jantan* tu lg .sye bsyukur sgad . awk da baek .
awk , even sye mseh jhatt , tpy sye nk awk baekk .
awk jge lah ibu utk sye .

sye bg blek ibu kt tgn awk . awk jgn da wt ibu mnanges taw syangg .
jgn dah wt prangai . jge aty ibu .
ibu syang awk .

to nabil n arman , kakak apple sayang korg bdue .
both u're the besttt .
the bestt brothers ever . akk tringin sgad mcm dlu pegy umah korg ,
then lwak2 , gelak2 , ngusik2 , nyanyi .
*rindu*
but after this , tde dahh . akk da taley wt mcm 2 . akk mntax maaf .
korg kne jge ayah ibu n kak aiman .
WAJIB .
oke .

p/s : awk , sye twu awk tk mgkn bce blog sye neh .
sbb awk ta twu kwujudn blog nehh .
tpy sye ttap sygkn awk . smpei akhir nyawe sye .
sye tk marah awk cple , tpy sye nk org yg boley jge awk .
sekarang , esk n slamenye . 2 yg ptot awk dpt :)
bkn *jantan* tuue .

and ,

to ibu n ayh : farah sayanggg ibu n ayh . farah mntax maaf .
farah belakangkn korg bdue .
frah tk bniat , tpy smue neh utk kbaikn keluarge ibu n ayh .
ibu , ayh , aiman , nbil n arman sume da bhagie .
farah syang semue . :)
byebye .








ibu n ayh tersayangg . :)

faraeyqa sayunkk :)




ini amoy cntekk suda mnjadi kwn sye . woahh ,
sukee bgatt dehh . da la comel .
loving gitu meh . :)
sukesukesuke ,




dlu , act fara da lme knal awk lah eyqa . awk yg tk knal fara :)
slalu skodeng awk kt myspace . tpy ta pnah pon tgo .
comel gle awex neh . phewitt , haha ,
mle tuhh ingtkn awk sombongg . haha ,
sorry yayunkk :P

tpy , awk neh pramah rpenye .
start dlm fb lahh kan , kte mle btego spe .
auww , auww , best gle dehh awk tgo sye .
woahh , awex comel tgo sye , tk sombong rpenye .
sye ingt lg jwdart pernah mention boutt u .
tpy , mlangnye , sye tk pnah prasan awk kt smJ dlu .
2 lahh cntekk , kcikk sgad . tk prasan . :)
jgn mara ye c jelita .

arini awk tgo sye lg :)
n arini jgak kte da jdy faraeyqa . alahai , comey nye sayunkk .
awk create dis , sye tharu . kte bru kwn , awk baek sgad .




awk , ape yg sye tlis neh ta bestt , sbb sye ta rety . tpy neyh sume lahir dr aty sye .
hpe awk dpt trime oke , eyqa sayunkk . sye akn engat faraeyqa smpei mati *sumpah*
n sye nk mntax maaf sbb copy gmba2 awk sume without permission . :)




p/s :




*maaf*

awk , sye rela maty dr awk tk maafkn sye .
sye sayang awk , awk twu tk?
2 sye wt cenggitu . ):

sye nk pcaye awk . awk twu tk , sye perit ble tk dpt pcye kn awk .
sye nk pcye awk ,
awk , tp2 ari sye gusar ttg awk .
tp2 ari aty sye takot .
tp2 ari aty sye gerun .
tkot khilgn awk , sayangg .

sye test awk , sbb sye nk mke sure awk tk lyn spe2 .
bkn sye nk pmaenkn awk or pbdohkn awk .
awk , dgn pe yg tjady neh , ,
sye da phm awk .
sye kne trime dri awk seadenye . sbb ,
sye da tk mmpu nk atur idup awk mcm idup sye . ):
wlaupon peritt sayangg utk trime knyataan , ,
tpy sye cbe . sye ta boley mmiliki awk spenuhnye .
sbb awk mlik org laen jgak . ):

p/s : sye syg awk slamenye . FILDZA .

*air mate bersungai-sungai . sob3 *





15th august 2010 , ):
. almostt suicide .
adegan di tmpat tution pde 10.30 mlm . ak blek ttion smbil aty yg bengang *grrr
ouhh , jnjy yg tdak dtunaikn , its hurts .
*crying*

bermule ble kes j*l*s . ouhh , ak la tuhh =.=
ta brubah . mmg kuat jles .
then mnjdy 1 pgaduhan yg amat bsar bsame dgn yg tsayang.
kunci ak dgenggam spye ta bley blek .
*bcux* nk slesaikn mlm 2 jgak . ouhh .
*suda lmbt sayangg , lgpon cgu2 dngar nnty . ayoyoyo*
tjerit2 ak lam aty~~

tdak bjaye mmjuk *bcux* tuk pulgkn my key .
ak trun mto , pegy kt dye n dgn ksarnye cbe mgambil kunci 2 .
*nk blek* T_T
dye mgamuk . trok . beg terbang , his key terbang .
~flying without wings~
ouh , ape slah mreka . +.+
1 adegan yg TA dsgajekan .
his calculator jtuh n ak nk tlg amekk , dye jerit "ta pyahh !! "
ak ttap bdegil nk amek , at last "auwwwww"
tkejut sgad . klkulator dtend*** sekali gus tekene tgn ak .
ya Allah . ):

ak bgegas mgambil phone text to aiman
'aiman , f**d tanak bg my key , tlg trun jap'
ak still duk nk rmpas2 key tuu . once again ,
at lastt , ouchhhhhh . *tros crying*
pegy kt aiman n nk blek kt ibuu . ):
jari swollen .

*bcux* running to me .
"bby2 , meh nk tgk jari . tnjuk laa" (he's crying)
ya Allah , sdeyhnyeee ));
tdy dye mara ak trok2 n now i can feel his loves .
dlm keadaan mara mseh lg smpati to me . omg . u're the bestt .
i noe , kmu ta sgaje . ):
tpyy , smbung gado kt stairs plak .
gado trokk lg . he's mad to aiman .
aiman crying n tros naek . call ibuu . ibuu trun ,
*bcux* blek n b4 that once again , dye buat ak tharu .
"even u nk tggal i , i still sayang kamu"
(smbl nges tsedu2)
ouhh , sayanggg !




ibu tros pluk ak .
*crying sgad2*
sob3 .
ayh follow ak blek . ikut highway .
smpei dpan ipd , *bcux call .
"bby , dtg cnie , i xcdent"
(smbil cryg)
Ya Rabbi ,
hancurr hati ak .dugaanMu ya Allahh .
ak ptah blek n tros pgy kt dye .
he still cryg .
lutut lebam , kt bdan2 .
i'm sorry . ));
*crying*
ak follow dye blek n ak pon blek ........

p/s : bby , i sayangg kamu .. no matter wut happen ):

sayangg , dgn ape yg da jady , terlalu banyak dugaan kte i hpe i can be ur truly wife.
i akn bbakti seumur hidup i untk hdup kmu .
*swear*

<3>

test me , test you , test us . HE still loving us my dear .

(tears)

thanx to our creator , Allah .
u gave us many test , but i still can stand with that .
nk compare dgn org laen pnye dugaan , ak ptot bsyukur . mgkn Dye nk ak slalu ingt kt Dye .
mcm2 dah yg mndatang .
lpas satu , satu . ak ta mngeluh . tpy cme bfkir apekah dsebalik semua ini ?
bermula dr ak keluar sbp , ak dletakkan d'satu tmpt dmane rmei org2 baek ade kt c2.
tpy , 1 dgaan tlah dtg . sngad bsar . ak ta boley mnampung sume 2 , ak keluar .
ak stay kt SMJ . kt SMJ sume baek2 je . tade pape masalah . :)
kgkawan baek . cgu baek2 . classmate all gurz . :)
after that , abh kne move . tuka tmpat laen . biase lahh poliss , pndah randah nehh mmg .
ade due plihan . lgkawi or alor star ?
sbb kmy adk bradk tgedik-gedik sngad nk duk lgkwi , see , we all here .
ak msok skola cnie . smk Mahsuri . msk tgktn 4 last year .
sumee okee je mule2 2 .
starting from naek f5 . mcm2 dah jady =.=
dluuu , msalah dgn 1 geng classmate ak . mcm2 jgak la kne tduh . meja ak kne conteng mcm2 ..
dme hine ak , lm clasz kne ktuk slalu . tape , ak than . Allah cptekan ak sbg seorang insan yg tidak mmiliki kkuatan utk mlawan org laen. bkn ak LEMAH . tpy ini 1 klebihan utk ak .
ak tdk mudah melatah wlaupon cpat terase . (puji dri sndri) haha
lame jgak mslah ini bterusan . bbrape blan . mle mmg pahit ,
tpy lame2 da biase dnga ktuk2 sume 2 . tpy skrang da kurang . ingtkn bole dah la nk dduk snang without any dsturbing . bole study .
ehmm , tpy skrangg ,, tmbul mslah laen plak . lg bsar .
mlibtkn rmei org .
hnye misunderstandg between two person ,
tpy hmpir byk org yg trut involve .
org byk dnga dr mlut MEREKA . hnye kslahan je la yg mrka nmpak .
tpy law nk tgakkn bnang yg bsah pon da tade gne . who want to trust us anymore ?
only God know ape yg sbnanye terjady . i'm juz beg 4 justice , Ya Tuhan .
org tduh mcm2 .
org ckp ak bela anjing n duk mgarah anjing ak 2 .
org ckp ak mghasut dye jgn bg kwn dgn kwn2 dye .
org ckp ak duk remove dme , sdgkn dme remove ak .
org ckp ak sound dme , pdhal ta pnah pon ak sound2 org .
org ckp mcm2 lg . tape , i still can smile .
ak hmpir2 jatuh dgn sume nehh . terlalu besar .
tpy , i should be strong . pnjang lg . 4 months to go .
ya ALLAH , kuatkanlah atyku dan dye ,
:(


err . BERUBAH laa .. pleasee

err . today 10hb . emm , da ckup 2 months we're together . :)



see , this photo show how long we're together . ceyhh , hha .
pdhal bru 2 months . but i'm thankful we're still tgther by thick n thin . :)
ily <3

entry kli nehh sye nk tleh sal emm , sal SPM .grrr , takot laa . tnggal bpe ari je nehh .
adoyy . cne nehh . yeahh , sye kne lakukan bbrape prubhan .

*ari2 on9 kne kurgkan kpade 2ari skaly on9 .
*blaja 3 jam kne up ke 6jam . owhh =.=
*gpms tp2 ari ahad-rabu sumpah sye ta ponteng dah .
*ptk ari sb2 kne pkse kaki pgy jgak .
*ta boleyy mam masam2 dah cm prempuan mgandung
*ta boley mam maggi dah .
*ta boleyy nganga dpan tv dahh .
*solat kne pnoh 5 waktu stp ari . InsyaAllah .
*solat2 hajat + taubat kne slalu buat
*bacaan yassin kt skola ari khamis tanak wat2 *cuty* dahh .
*cgu ajar kt dpan taley maen2 dahh . mate kne bkak bulat-bulat .
*homework sumpahh buat .
*subject2 yg hard kne tumpu lebeyyy
*kutuk2 , ngumpat2 org taley dah . isi mse dgn wt ltihan . :P
*peduli kan org , kwn tdo lam clasz , kne than jgak . JANGAN ikott !
*sye akn slalu pgy tnye cgu klaw ta pham . tade malu2 kambengg dah .
*ta boleyy anti mne2 cgu dahh . *bdose*
*mghafal lgu2 sye akn tuka kpd mghafal bku bio
*mendengar lgu smbel mnari sye akn tuka mmbce bku smbel mnari :P
*sye tanak kacaw kgkawan dah .
*sye tanak pgy sorok2 on9 kt blik alg tyme stdy .
*sye akn bg phone kt abh tpat pde msenye :)
*sye takan lwat msok mne2 tution dah . sye akan awal 10 mnit dr mse yg dtetapkn .
*lathan yg cgu bg sye nk wat sndri , tade copy paste dah.
*tyme rehat sye tanak lpak lme2 dah kt clasz tonggek .
*mse i2 emas*
*sye tanak brangan byk2 dah .
*sye akn mnum air byk2 ble ngantok dlm clasz .
*ptg2 sye akn berjoging dgn lbeh kerap . bdan crgas otak cerdas
*sye tanak meluat^meluat kt org dah .
*sye akn bykn snyumm dpn bku spye bku snang bg ilmu dkat sye .


p/s :bkn hnye utk bjaye semate2 tpy ikhlaskan aty utk mnimba ilmu smate2 kerana Allah insyaAllah snang dpat . :)

roses


roses :)
i think all gurz love flowers right ?
oh . no , no , no .
ak clap :)
ta sume . some of gurz . it's nice rite ?
sign of romantic .