15th august 2010 , ):
. almostt suicide .
adegan di tmpat tution pde 10.30 mlm . ak blek ttion smbil aty yg bengang *grrr
ouhh , jnjy yg tdak dtunaikn , its hurts .
*crying*
bermule ble kes j*l*s . ouhh , ak la tuhh =.=
ta brubah . mmg kuat jles .
then mnjdy 1 pgaduhan yg amat bsar bsame dgn yg tsayang.
kunci ak dgenggam spye ta bley blek .
*bcux* nk slesaikn mlm 2 jgak . ouhh .
*suda lmbt sayangg , lgpon cgu2 dngar nnty . ayoyoyo*
tjerit2 ak lam aty~~
tdak bjaye mmjuk *bcux* tuk pulgkn my key .
ak trun mto , pegy kt dye n dgn ksarnye cbe mgambil kunci 2 .
*nk blek* T_T
dye mgamuk . trok . beg terbang , his key terbang .
~flying without wings~
ouh , ape slah mreka . +.+
1 adegan yg TA dsgajekan .
his calculator jtuh n ak nk tlg amekk , dye jerit "ta pyahh !! "
ak ttap bdegil nk amek , at last "auwwwww"
tkejut sgad . klkulator dtend*** sekali gus tekene tgn ak .
ya Allah . ):
ak bgegas mgambil phone text to aiman
'aiman , f**d tanak bg my key , tlg trun jap'
ak still duk nk rmpas2 key tuu . once again ,
at lastt , ouchhhhhh . *tros crying*
pegy kt aiman n nk blek kt ibuu . ):
jari swollen .
*bcux* running to me .
"bby2 , meh nk tgk jari . tnjuk laa" (he's crying)
ya Allah , sdeyhnyeee ));
tdy dye mara ak trok2 n now i can feel his loves .
dlm keadaan mara mseh lg smpati to me . omg . u're the bestt .
i noe , kmu ta sgaje . ):
tpyy , smbung gado kt stairs plak .
gado trokk lg . he's mad to aiman .
aiman crying n tros naek . call ibuu . ibuu trun ,
*bcux* blek n b4 that once again , dye buat ak tharu .
"even u nk tggal i , i still sayang kamu"
(smbl nges tsedu2)
ouhh , sayanggg !
ibu tros pluk ak .
*crying sgad2*
sob3 .
ayh follow ak blek . ikut highway .
smpei dpan ipd , *bcux call .
"bby , dtg cnie , i xcdent"
(smbil cryg)
Ya Rabbi ,
hancurr hati ak .dugaanMu ya Allahh .
ak ptah blek n tros pgy kt dye .
he still cryg .
lutut lebam , kt bdan2 .
i'm sorry . ));
*crying*
ak follow dye blek n ak pon blek ........
p/s : bby , i sayangg kamu .. no matter wut happen ):
sayangg , dgn ape yg da jady , terlalu banyak dugaan kte i hpe i can be ur truly wife.
i akn bbakti seumur hidup i untk hdup kmu .
*swear*
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